lines

today i went to the other side. wasnt my choice to make since he was the one that sent me there and i hate it. 

remember when i told you how life was either black or white for me? and that i live by the border every second of my life until someone push and pull me to either side? and that i couldnt see grey? and that i could be in love with you for a second and hate you the next with the same reason? and how life confuses me every time someone sent me to the other side i was in? and that i decided i have to build a strong walls around me so i could protect myself bc i always feel unsafe? and that i was scared to see myself turning more and more like Her? and that i was tired all the time?