grey (2)

unlike some people, i need grey. grey was a space where i could stop and think bc certainty scares me. when life was either black or white, everything hurts. even the brightest of hue. 
i have decided that black and white was my life. in the absence of color and in the presence of every color to exist, i live. even when it hurts, ill keep painting in black and white. until grey comes, ill try to live in borderline of black and white.